OK, just had some midterms, I'm a first year life sci student so... First time taking any major tests in uni. I gotta tell yea.. VERY STRESSFUL. I spent an entire week studying for calculus and lemme tell you, studying for calculus nonstop for an entire 7 days straight is NOT easy- and I don't think I got away with much more then a 60%. Its very pathetic, and it definitely makes me sad. Lets not ask about my other courses tho... they're not much better LoL.
The point of this impromtu rant,... XD I don't really know, I just felt the need to exclaim how unfair I think Uni is and that I am actually missing high skool currently. For those of you who bothered to read this, and are still in some institution under post secondary, I highly recommend that you enjoy the time you spend wherever you are. Its truly one of the corner stones of your life in development. You don't know what you're missing until its gone, and then you're left wondering why you didn't appreciate it more. ORRR you're the type that hardly gives a damn no matter where you end up after school is over. Thats fine too, but it totally contradicts everything I'm trying to say right now so I'll leave you outta this rant.
The people you spend your time in high school or middle school or wherever with are very much similar to a family of sorts. You don't care about everyone of them granted but there's a familiarity just the same between you. After high school, its gone. Unless your school hosts high school reunions, you will probably never see any of them every again in one place. You may never see any of them ever again if you chose to make friends or not XD. Once you're in post secondary school/job/wherever, depending on where you go, it'll be like a walk in the mall, you will never know every single person that passes you by, you may see someone new every day, you will not share any familiarity whatsoever with anyone you pass, unless wherever you are is a very small institution, in which case, you may still not know everyone.
Its hard to explain but I'm just saying, it may have been hell, it may have been a constant popularity contest, it may even have been a little fun (GASP), but its still a major part of your life that will one day end or has already. For me, its something I'm beginning to look back on fondly, (its barely been half a year since I left XD but I'm feeling it already ok!?) .. Enjoy it while it lasts, (or be glad its over if it was that bad...? I'm losing my point already XD). Personally, I say it was something nice to know people, to have spent years knowing a good few people you feel you could call friends. Those people begin to seem closer after it all ends. (I'm making it sound like its the end of th world. oy)
Again, just enjoy it while it lasts, cause it doesn't last very long.
I blame midterms for this strange emotional update, you can as well. I'm going to go do my homework now XD. I think I'll post here more often now, XD Art is a very big part of my life I'm finding hard to keep up with so Í'll post old works that have been done for a while but never bothered putting anywhere, hopefully someone will enjoy it.
This page is officially my rant page XD.